20070329

TP BAND!!

To TP Bandits ahoyyyyy!

All the way for annual concert tomorrow! :D
Especially to the saxy lovelies having solos!!!
Me loves you all, saxies!
&me loves all of you TP Band people!
Let's all rock the night away!
Mess our hair, let the music take control and go crazyyyyy!!

'Time and Tide' Here we come!!!!

Hehe, the final straw has proven my worth. Thanks a lot :) I can finally move along, move along, like I always do! MOVE ALONG. Go on, go on, go on!
Remember, I still care :)
We're cool.
Hearts.

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20070328

It's over.

I think it's time to face the truth.
You're never coming back.....
And it's time I let everything go..

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20070326

BAND!

Alright.. I'm feeling a thousand times better. Not to mention, I was unstoppable today! : ) I kept yakking and laughing throughout band practise! No more emoooo. I think, for the time being. Anyway, concert's this friday! Very anxious about it! Thanks my lovely friends for supporting the band! I sold 16 tickets : D And I think I'm selling another 5 more! WOOOOPEEEE!!! Heard ticket sales are quite bad, but we hit 100 audience! : D Hmmmmm, today they ran an election for Main Comm. I'm not one bit please about what's going on honestly.. It's so upsetting to see the band being affected by these unsightly political issues. There just too much unhappiness.. Tsk, seriously... I don't really give a damn. Kind sian talking about postings for too long. Ya, everyone's talking about it... Aiya. Whatever, I seriously f. care. Friday you will know all about it. Okie? Don't bother about it anymore. Hahaha. Ehhhh... Chilled and shopped around Parkway with honey, seehua darling, judd and jerome after prac tday. Boy, I'm beat.. Tomorrow's intensive. 12-9 practise! MMMM... Words caught my tongue nw, I've got nothing to say.. Maybe I'm in a better mood today, tht's why I decided to pop by.

Oh yaaaa, I want to thank the people whom have been by my side : ) Don't know what would I be without all of you! God bless. Some picture talking now.

"Peach me up! <3"
"Our all time favourite potatoe wedges w cheese!!!!"
"Lovinggggg : D She's the greatest I swear!"
"Olivia loves to take pictures of me, seriously.. She wouldn't even let me off to eat my ice-cream alone!"

"MMMM."
"oooo, I'm done!"
"I'm Loving It!"
"This was taken some weeks back! My sweeeeety baby! : D"

Okay, I'm going to be super random now. Beware.
"Hahahaha told you. Honey &Pie <3"
"Random...? Heh. She. Him. Me!"

"Okay main point of putting this picture? I LOOK SO FAT LAST YEAR!!! T_T"
"Yayy.. Friends :D OMG! Look at my FATS : S NONONO! DON'T LOOK!""
"Yup, so yesterday, so yesterday...."

Hahaha, yeah pictures from last Dec 2006, celebrating Pie's Birthday. So damn long agooo. But I managed to recieve the photos today. Thank you Eden..!

Hmmmmm.. It's just awkward. Just wished we could be like our yesterdays. Everything seems so foreign now, the silence is slowly killing me. How long more..? Tell me. How could I stand here with you, and not be moved by you.. Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

BYE! Good night! Love.

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20070320

yes i'm back

Ya like helluuu to the people reading my junk. Rant rant rant. Dahdahdah.
CanI just do some picture talking. I'm feeling uber cranky. Think 'cause I'm running a temperature. Helpppp. Why always make me suffer when there's so many things to do up ahead? : ( Oh btw, i'm here 'cause IG Camp was cancelled? Don't ask me. I too have no nuts about it. But there's another camp coming right after the chalet. BSC's Council Camp. God bless me. I don't feel good, honestly.

17 March 07!
They are my life (:
The Superstar Wannabe! Matty, Judith and Qinghui!
19 March 07!
We loveee to do stupid stuff together!
One of my doodling, ston-ning after band practise today!

Hahahaa. 3 silly pigs came over to my pigsty to overnight. And they turned into couch potatoes. LOL. Sorry that my house is so freaking hot and humid. : S Come another day for mahjong okay :D Though I don't know hw to play, but whatever. Omg this post is neither here nor there. Really sleep deprived. After stonning at home, went for the long band practice and stonned in the band room. Sigh. Life's horrendous. Had a good night with olivia still (: all the way till 11PM. Ahhh. Think I'll stop. Shall talk properly when I'm back here. Good night.

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20070319

rar rar blah blah.

Before I disappear, I wanted to just scream!!!!!!!!!! THEEMOQUEENISBACK... Watch out.
To be continued...

20070315

you'll be safe here.

Emotion has taken it's toll. Not supposed to think about it, and here I am, welcoming the hauntings back with arms wide open. Couldn't even stop thinking for just a second, no a mili-fkin-second. Snap out the f. of it Jol! Can't you just fkin. forget it?! Like throw yourself out of the window and just die! DIE!! DAMN IT.

Well you are the one the one that lies close to me.
Whispers hello I miss you quite terribly.
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms.

SIGHHH.

Anyhoooo, results are alright. Mere improvement. issh. So Hello Year Twooo! ((:

Thanks lesbianlove, naddyjumbo, girlfriend and all! You are all greatly appreciated for the many Ylovelove showerings. Thanks soo much!

Here's a list to strike:
16th: Are we still celebrating for Jacq???
19-20th: IG Camp
20-21th: Band Chalet
23th: For Olivia, like finally
30th: Annual Concert

Sigh, like after March, April would be another boring f. Work PLEASE! So here are the details you should know for my band's upcoming concert (:


Temasek Polytechnic Concert Band presents,
"Time and Tide."
30th March '07
7pm @ TP Auditorium
$6/ticket
CONTACT ME PLEASE!
Reptoire:
Persis, Noah's Ark, Spirited Away, Santiric Dances, Jubilation Overture, Pirates of the Carribean and many moreeeeee. Abt 10+ pieces.

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20070309

help):

You know honestly, I think I've lost my mind.
I'm drowned in shame, humiliation and insanity.
Sheer thought of my wishful thinking.
An act of impluse??
God damn it, what was I f. thinking?

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20070308

It's My March<3

HI. It's March alr! Happy holidays my friends! :) Design peeps, better work hard for the projects and tests. Bwahahaha. Don't fret, holidays are around the corner for you peeps toooo. :) Aiyeee, can you believe it, it's alr the 3rd month of 2007?? 3rd. Why time passes so fast, as usual. Hope the O Levellers are happy w their postings. And if you're appealing all the best too!

(Chomping a sweet sweet Fuji pink-reddish apple at this hour. ^^)

Recently have been drowning in excessive rock, indulging into the constant drummings and strummings. It's awesome to sing along to it when you're so totally feeling for the song. You know the passion for rock! I loveeeeeee that feeling deeeeeeep down inside so very much, makes you feel a lot better when you're moodless or down. Music especially rock (except heavymetal) have always been there for me. ALWAYS(: And I'm think turning deaf too. My Ipods' volume is tuned up to 90% I get stares on the buses, by elders especially for blaring it tooo loud. You can't blame me for being so deaf. Watch out, I M I G H T.. gorge your eyeballs out. ^^ Might... 'Cause it bothers me. Leave me alone you faggots!!!! EfFfFfFFF(:(:(:(:

Today's a happy day. It was packed w stuff, band, pool and dinner w me folks. I found a new past-time, pool-ing! I enjoy playing pool, especially w the band friends. So I think every Wednesdays after band would be past-time activies :) Thimk it might be bowling next Wednesday. Woopie! Thank you mommy for feeding your babies with YB&J'S ICECREAMY! *YAYNESS!(:(:(:* Gooeychocolateyfudgemeltinginyourmouth. Hungry mommy!!! (BEGS FOR MORE!!!) Je aimes chocolats!!!!

I have been contemplating really hard lately. Both past and present. It's amazing how much time I can find to think about stuff that really bothers me. And how much of these precious time can be spent on something more meaningful. It's strange, I'm either too buzy or too free, never somewhere in the middle.. How time fools us sometimes.
(Ponders. How can anyone live w the troubles everyday, having to smile like everything's okay when it's not? How long can you live in trouble? They said forever.. How long can we actually hold on..? As always forever.. Why hold on even though you know it's never....? )

Ignore. Told yarr, I'm contemplating life.
Peekture talk.

BEFOREMARCHHOLS):
"Chilling out w my poopies!"
"Mugging scene One???!: At TK's place during CNY! Study week behhhh."
"Mugging scene Two: Strawberry Nanny's love on my exbook @ CP lib."

"Mugging scene Threes: at the airport w k, din and minxing<3!"
"Mugging scene Four: mother's bedsheet are cute! cherrylove!"
"Cam whore session! We never fail to love~ SEE HER?"

"This was seriously a mugging scene: classic no.5, them not studying! Hahaha, TP lib before stats paper!"


AFTEREXAMS(((x
"Took neos w the class girls!"
"Nad, Hanna-Su &Jol."
"JUMBO+BUMBO!"
"You're my hunny bun sugar plum, pumpiyumpiyumkin!"
"So, wna pick, dig and lick?"
"Your's truely.."


I hope you are really okay....
butwhydoievenbother?
whenallicoulddoissittingalonewatchingoutforyou..
toletyoupouryourheartout, likeyoualwayswantedtotellyoueverythingit'sokay...
reallyalliwantisyouyobefine..

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20070301

My bitchings and bitchness.

Just needed to get this off my chest, like really really badly. Not very sure how affected I am.. But sure is wrong to blog at this time when I have a paper 6 hours later. So damn f. wrong. Anyway, I just wanted to talk this out and seriously forget about it.. The matter was pretty much disrupting my studies for stupid accounts. Just needed to vent a little anger. Oh well, pretty soon will go away. :)

I cannot stand people who seriously have no guts. They blog about people whom they were unhappy, bitch like no f.ng business and in the end, DELETE THEIR POST. HA HA. Like seriously don't post it at all. I can be quite a bitch if something gets in the way. But, THERE IS A REASON TO IT. Projects are major irritants. But I never seem to have problems completing it with other groups. Exceptional this time, time management was so poor it scared the f. out of me. I'm pissed 'cause things are not done on time, meetings have always been cancelled and everything's last minute. Ya it's my fault that I didn't offer much help. Maybe it's just me.. I don't really take the initiative. But, neither was I told to do anything. If you assigned me at least something to do, I would really do it. Since when did I reject my job? So now, who can you blame? I got f-ed :) WOW. You know what to do and expect, don't come arguing with me who's right and wrong. But heck, I would give in anyway. So both of us were f-ed up, but she f-ed me up more. She wrote about me a deleted it off her blog. Ha. Well, it's a good thing I DIDN'T READ IT. I was told by people about it. Tsk tsk... So I don't know how fugly that post mentioned about me. Oh well, you deleted it! But how two faced can you be, fking bitch about me but still can act like nothing happened, well I thought nothing happened, just pissed with each other. You just don't know how many people dislike you. They seriously ABHORE YOU. Just that you don't know. Shrugs.. Aiya, no point making this crap a big-hoo-ha. YES, IT'S JUST A BLOG ENTRY! And it's so long fking over. I'll seriously just f. care everything and make it seems like nothing has happen. I don't know how much you hate me, but I don't wna bother. It's really a small matter with such little unhappiness. Just that... You're so not bold enough. And you don't really know what a person you can really be. Still I apologise for pissing the f out off you if you think so. Sorry for being a bitch yup. Yea, last week of school. Keep the mouths shut.

Ah, such a waste of time.. But something lifted off my chest. I bet I'll get funny anonymous tags. Tsk. Ya, scold all you want, I seriously f care. Good night. SIGH! Sleep deprivation. ALL THE BEST FOR THE LAST PAPER, Y'ALL RMT :) IT'S GNA BE A HELLAF A DAY LATER WITH MY GIRLS!! <3

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